Monday night

I'm not sure what I want to do tomorrow night. There is a dance...but I just don't know if I can muster the strength to go. It's kind of far away-and I think about traffic and all that. But, hey. I know that I at least need to put forth some kind of effort, even if my heart isn't in it. What I mean by effort is "being in places where I can be found"...even though the men there are old enough to be my grandpa. And, here's another hey. If I do end up going to the dance, maybe I'll have a good story to post about on Tuesday! I know it will be enjoyable as long as I act like I'm having an enjoyable time. ;)

The font on the new/temporary blog

I can't get the bloody font to align-or something. It's bugging the heck out of me. I was thinking more today about my shopping trip yesterday, and I have a picture that I was thinking about posting here. It's odd also, because now that I'm starting this blog from scratch - I'm thinking of all the things I want to do differently on this one.

Shopping for new clothes can be traumatic

That is, if you let it. I went with some friends last night to L*ane Bryant and spent $90 on a new outfit. A new outfit I wore to church, that is. ;)

It was fun, my friends told me, dressing me up. But, it was quite a "step outside of my comfort zone" thing for me. It sounds vain as I'm writing it, but I'm just doing my best to process through this new stage in my life. I have this huge fear that I will gain more weight back and be back up to a size 24 or higher.

Fasting

Today, I'm going to try something new. I've been at this plateau since September, and can't seem to push through. A few of my friends have told me to do a water/juice fast. I have some reservations about that, because since my metabolism has changed so much since I've lost the 50 pounds, I am hungry ALL THE TIME.

So, with all that being said, I'm still going to give it a shot. I went and got several 100% juices...and hey, who knows? Maybe this might do something positive, right?

Finally went private

I'm not really sure what I'm going to do with 2 blogs. In the near future, I might delete this one. Who knows. Thinking about gearing this one towards weight loss-who knows. If I missed you on the other one, let me know here and I will add you.

Work in progress

Let's see how this turns out.